Wednesday, May 28, 2008

feral

sometimes i want to run away to a different country and never come back, or at least move to the west coast, which is like a different country. today is one of those days. i don't know if i'm pmsing way early, have residual anger over not smoking, or am just truly this irritated over the events of the day, but i think i'm snarling.

family. i understand why they drive so many to the couches of experts, because they can be maddening. like any relationship, families come with expectations and obligations, and when you don't act like the others, you get singled out. by you i mean me, of course. having family within a one hour radius of you also is the best blessing and a great burden, all at once.

AND! i am extraordinarily fortunate in having an amazing family who i adore - just not right at the moment. at all.

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